luck with self

i've become aware of how i respond to the world realizing that every excursion into the past is convoluted by self deception my vulnerability to corruption will not help i wont get out of my comfort zone i have an opportunity to grow but only if i can get comfortable with emptiness this — will not help me grow bigger sex is nothing without trust this — will not help me separate my identity from what i do for work i risk personal health in the name of arrogance i own up to impatience i want something to happen
thirty verses (first chapter). 2018