explore, reflect, correct

if 27 was the year of exploration i explored and if 28 was the year of reflection i reflected a whole lot and if 29 was the year of correction i corrected and still am and now at 30 i am just waiting recently i read this theory about the 8 kinds of emotions we humans can feel optimism, and aggressiveness, contempt, and remorse, disapproval, and awe, submission, and love. but what about shame? and what about death? and what about freedom? recently i read this story about a guy who worked for 20 some years and saved a whole lot of money so that he could travel the world with his wife but he passed away just a year before his retirement and recently i thought how this poem needs a better ending
thirty verses (first chapter). 2018